chelseki3 |
11-30-2012 04:14 PM |
Quote:
Originally Posted by HeatherB
(Post 366724)
Sometimes I just don't want to live anymore.
But then I remember school.
And music.
And happy shit.
And all that stuff.
And it makes it...
I don't know if it's worth it or not.
I want it to be worth it.
But it's been getting worse, and they don't understand me, and I need to express this better but lately I am just SHIT with words and my writing is craptastic and my mouth is sore as fuck so like IDK.
And yeah, I'm depressed, too.
So what?
So WHAT.
I was half-crying in front of my mom and she didn't notice.
In fact, no one really seems to notice.
It was REALLY bad yesterday.
Then I stopped feeling sorry for myself and stopped sniveling over my pathetic shit of a life.
Temporarily.
It's back, and... it's back. That's really all there is to it.
I really, really want to be happy.
But that's not working out right now.
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Eh...I personally recommend you to not kill yourself.
Have you ever been kidnapped before?
Have you been raped?
Are you being abused, verbally and physically?
Are you bipolar? (One minute your happy the next minute you're thinking of jumping off a cliff)
If any of these things have happened to you, then you need help. If not, I guess you're okay for now. >.> Just...don't kill yourself. That will probably me the most stupidest, dumbest, idiotic, ridiculous, shittiest, fucked up thing you will ever do in your life.
Trust me.
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