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Thanks, Cass, believe it or not, that makes me feel a bit better... *le upside to being hyper sensitive to other's emotions* <:^J I'll try. >_> No promises, though. |
Tears...no, no, go away, I don't want you..... >w<
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... Oh god, Ash... I was thinking of ways to respond, and for a split second, my mind randomly threw this at me: "*hugs* It'll be okay" And then all of the sudden, I thought back to you calling me Gollum on the VM thread and then the entire thing got warped into this weird mental image of Gollum hugging you, rocking back and forth and hissing "Shhh, it will be okay, my precciousssss..." .... o_o KILL MY MIND WITH FIRE (*smites it with keyboard and fire*) I'm sorry... I have no idea whether that was funny or just really weird... I'll leave now... |
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;w; *le crying and drinking peppermint tea* *thinks* . . . Sandy replied. Joy. *sniffles* *reads* *smiles a little at the "It'll be okay" part* *takes a sip RIGHT WHEN I get to your mental image of Sandy-Gollum hugging me* O__O *nearly suffocates on my tea* x___x dkfbkjsbfkjbak!!! *coughs and laughs out loud for a solid minute* X'D X'D X'D X'DD AHAHAHAHAAAAHAHAHAHAAHAAHAAAA...WHAT THE...WHAT THE FRAP...WHAT....AHAHAHAAAAHAHAAAAAAA!!!!!!! Woooo, man. Oh my gosh, Cass. X'D *takes off glasses and wipes at eyes* Okay...oddly enough, that helped me a lot. o__o I feel...better. Not totally okay again, but, no longer wondering where I put my pocket knife and crying. >_> SO that's a plus, right? <:^D x_x My gosh...that was so strange how quickly that helped. You know, that's one of the reasons why I luff you so much, Cass, you know that? >w< You never fail to make me laugh when I really need to... |
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:< (*not sure how to respond to your white writing*) I'm sorry that you're trapped like this. I hate it when you have to keep things locked up inside. <:^C I wish you the best of luck until January 9th. |
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"But I'm still caged inside." ...Yup. ._. That I am. DERP. *puts song on replay in hopes I can, like, cure myself of its strong effect by desensitizing myself to it* Thank you, Sandy. It really helps to know somebody cares. I'm sorry you have to put up with me when you're having a hard time with stuff, too. x_x |
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that's been my song since february of 2012 ahaha no i still get the feels everytime i listen to it i don't know whats happening but a lot of hugs for you, ash. |
Urgh. I'm so sick of it mum. Really? You call me selfish because I won't share something as silly as a chocolate bar (and I didn't share it because I had the shakes, and when that happens I need sugar or I hyperventilate-.-) and THEN you go and have a cigarette in front of me, and don't even give a fuck if you are potentially giving me cancer. It's not fucking fair. You say its none of my business. It is my business actually. WHen my own mother sends wafts of poisonous life-threatening gases around the place I live, it is my business. I hope I die. I WANT to get cancer. Maybe if I die because of you, you'll actually feel responsible for it. Maybe, just maybe you'll realize what a bad mother and a selfish hypocrite you are and stop smoking. But then again, who am I kidding? You'll make an excuse, squirm your way out of the blame, and sit outside so you can have another fucking cigarette. I used to want you to stop because I cared about you. But not anymore. If you are low enough to put your own family at risk, then why should I care about you? No. Its not about you anymore, its about me, its about my sister, and its about dad. Sure, he smokes too, but he wouldn't if it weren't for you. Every afternoon and every morning you go off "Honey, want a smoke?" in your raspy, disgusting, smoke destroyed voice. And he says yes. Because if he doesn't, he never gets a chance to talk to you. And the odd time when he says no, you like as if he's being an asshole or something? What is wrong with you?
No mum, I don't hate YOU. I hate the smoking. But now, you've become the smoking. You don't have a personality anymore. You don't have a soul. You have smoke. And I hate the smoke. I HATE IT! |
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Thank you, though. That means a lot. <:^J |
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And i must finish my work before my mom tells me to do my work again so, good luck /popsout |
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