stop lying to me

stop lying to me

stop lying to me

stop lying to me

stop lying to me

stop lying to me

stop lying to me

stop lying to me

stop lying to me

stop lying to me

stop lying to me

stop lying to me

you should know better than to lie to me.

out of all the people
you want to lie to me?

you think i can't see through you like f*cking cold champagne?
at least make an attempt to lie well
at least then i'll have a challenge

hahaha what is mutual monogamy



nothing ive ever heard of or seen around here


like what is it


is it a vegetable?

My reaction to myself
 

http://i392.photobucket.com/albums/p...ThereThere.gif

confused
and angry
and sad
and guilty
and upset
and i still blame myself
even though this happened two years ago
and if i had to pinpoint where my depression really began, it's probably this event that started it all

I know that this is hard on you, whatever's happening, but that post is bitter and totally awesome.

I'm having a hard time accepting that the... former drama teacher at my school and my director is not a very good guy.

I honestly do daydream of the day we sit outside on the sidewalk, sweating from the concert we just went to. Our friends have left us and we'll laugh a bit. Drunk from the moshing, the adrenaline, the energy, the music. But through the laughter and the energy, there's one thing on my mind. There'll be a heavy silence and I'll start out with the phrase, "You know, summer of 2011 is where it all started." You'll say, "What started?" And maybe I'll inhale and exhale and try to compose my thoughts and think how the fuck do I say this. And I'll start with the night it began, and you'll be the first to know. By the time the story's finished, I'll be crying and feeling more fucked up than ever but relieved that a bit of that weight is off of me. After that, we'll laugh a bit more, and then you'll give me some advice like you always have.
And honestly, you are the only person I can imagine sharing my story with.
But I haven't met you yet and I can't tell you yet because it's too risky.
But I also know things will never go like that, and I have no idea if this will destroy me before I will be old enough to meet you and tell you.

O_O *can't tell if it was your phone and someone else had it, or vice versa* *decides not to pry*

:( I'm sorry, Cass...

...I find it incredible that, even in a bout of intense emotions, you can manage to think up a perfect simile like "see through you like cold champagne". o___o*applauds*

Anyway. >_>

You don't deserve to be lied to. D: I don't know why this person is lying, but you don't deserve to be treated like this, Cass. I'm so sorry you're going through that kind of betrayal. *hugs* *gives coffee and a blueberry muffin*

You can always vent with me if you need to, or even if you just want to. Don't ever forget that, Cass. I won't judge, I won't get tired of hearing what you have to say. <:^J And I'm really really really sorry you're going through all this. x__x I hope it won't impact you as much as it did the last time...

That is my new favorite GIF. Please excuse me while I go laugh at it for a while. :| *walks off*

I feel sorry for everyone who feels bad...



...But I really need to get off this thread. Sorry. I mean, I need to get off forever. :^| I care about all of you but...

I know EXACTLY what you mean. x_____x I feel the exact same way, but I just can't resist checking on this thread if I'm feeling halfway decent...

I might come every now and then but—when I saw Sandy's posts and Lily's posts and Charlotte's posts—I know that I need a break from all this.