speaking of old i'm turning 19 in less than a week. legally i could drink, smoke pot, and buy lottery tickets.
i feel weirdly more adultish, like, people are treating me like i'm an actual adult with autonomy and stuff? which is weird because legally i've been an adult for almost a year now, but nobody in the adult realm would acknowledge it until it was convenient for them. The entire 2018 year was:
me: I'm an adult!
adult: hahaha, oh sweety : )))
followed by
adult: Do this random responsibility, you're an adult!
me: ??? make up? your mind??
but anyways..
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Little boy inside my chest
Breathe some life into my bones
I've been lost and wandering
Down and out and missing home
(So beat a little louder now
I can't hear you anymore) -Barns Courntey
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