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Old 11-25-2013, 08:18 PM
Puckbrina159 Puckbrina159 is offline
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I KNOW RIGHT OH MY GOD I LOVE HIM WHOOPS NOPE DIDN'T SAY THAT

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wow there brain slow the hell down
I still can't believe I said that...
the worst/best part is that I still don't know if it's true.
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Old 11-25-2013, 08:22 PM
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O.O
i don't even know what to say.
pssh i'm not creepy or anything i mean what
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Old 11-25-2013, 08:37 PM
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seriously i just like ship it really hard and have this weird creepy impulse to like draw fan art or something idk
But yes.
*schemes*
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Old 11-25-2013, 08:41 PM
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pssh i'm not creepy or anything i mean what
No I meant that that's amazing.
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Old 11-26-2013, 12:54 AM
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This is weird


I just realized how much I hate the person that I had a crush on last year.

Hate him


As in


Every time he fails

Even the little things

It makes me so fucking happy

and the only thing that makes me more happy than that

was spending time with him last year

and the flutter in my stomach



If he wasn't here, I would be the smartest kid in the school

I probably wouldn't have to deal with the anorexia I'm facing because of his shitty comments

I wouldn't be so freaking hateful


I thought that when I finally got over him, I would be happy and free and all that shit, and I guess I am. I'm falling in love with someone who absolutely loves me for who I am. I've officially been labeled goth because I now dress to please myself. I've ditched makeup and I just let my hair down because I don't care what boys think of me.

But I also hate him so much for how perfect he is. He's the smartest kid in the school, and also the most athletic, and he's never had any freaking problems. He's never cried himself to sleep wondering if he's good enough, and he's never gotten up and looked in the mirror and decided that he wasn't. He's never looked at a bottle of pills and wondered how long it would take for them to take effect if he downed twenty of them. He can make comments about my weight or my looks or my general lack of talent because he doesn't understand how fragile self esteem is. His has always been strong. I act like I know I'm awesome, but I don't. I'm really insecure. I think it was when he called my friend- the one the *coughcough* I spend a lot of time with now- casually fat that I just realized that I hated him. Not because he said that, but because he can. Because he doesn't understand what that kind of thing does to people, and he probably never will.

And I'm still the fragile girl in the corner who's pretty much just a steaming pit of hatred and has huge trust issues. At one point I thought he was my friend.

But I have friends now. And I don't ever need to try to impress my friends because they love me. You know how I know that my relationship with my- erm- other friend is more realistic than my relationship with my old crush? Because I have, without shame, cried my eyes out in front of the guy that I now like and he doesn't care and he's supportive and he loves me.

This year I actually have friends that care about me and I actually have a passion and I know what I want in life and I have a sense of style and I have eleven pairs of shoes. I just wish I could stop hating this guy so much.
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Old 11-26-2013, 07:26 PM
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He cut his hair and I don't know how I feel about it yet.
But honestly, I don't even care any more, I mean asdfghjkl;
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Old 11-26-2013, 08:16 PM
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He cut his hair and I don't know how I feel about it yet.
But honestly, I don't even care any more, I mean asdfghjkl;
true love is still liking your crush after a haircut

I ship it so hard just aldskhfi;dklj;f <3
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Old 11-26-2013, 08:19 PM
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He cut his hair and I don't know how I feel about it yet.
But honestly, I don't even care any more, I mean asdfghjkl;
i just really want this ship to sail <3
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Old 11-26-2013, 08:26 PM
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Yo so I had a conversation with my own squish/crush today and he made one of his weird faces at me and nnnnnngggghhhh I feel like such a girl right now X33

On another note I'm glad I finally accepted that I have a (bigger than I thought) crush on her because I love knowing that I am comfortable with the fact that I love her so much and it's all very very happy
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Old 11-26-2013, 08:27 PM
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i just really want this ship to sail <3
Me too. <3

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true love is still liking your crush after a haircut

I ship it so hard just aldskhfi;dklj;f <3
I know!

I liked it better before but I mean his face makes up for it so.
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