Quantcast Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain. - Page 4 - The Writer's Block
Refresh the page...
forums KidPub Home

Go Back   The Writer's Block > Outside Life > Free advice
 FAQ Calendar Search Today's Posts Mark Forums Read

Reply
 
Thread Tools Display Modes
  #31  
Old 01-07-2012, 06:22 PM
Lily09 Lily09 is offline
Senior Member
 
Join Date: Dec 2009
Location: who knows??
Posts: 17,323
Default Angry

Spelling bees are stupid. First, I only get to go trick or treating for an hour because the spelling bee is a day after. Then I can't even write because I' supposed to study. And now the whole school is counting on me to win the state. They all say that its a gift. Maybe it is a gift, but it is also a burden. And jeez, I'm only eleven. Leave my child hood alone. Maybe I'm greedy, but why does it have to be me? Like, go away and bother someone else please. I never wanted it. I just want to be normal. Isn't it already bad enough that I'm considered weird? If I don't win the national bee, I'm gonna be so angry that I missed Halloween and wasted useful time. I probably won't even win, and if I do, the trophy can be crushed by a hammer. Me winning the spelling bee isn't going to help me other than school. I know school is important, and it could be my future, but I'M STILL ELEVEN. PLEASE. I WANT MY CHILDHOOD, MY WRITING TIME, AND MY CANDEH. And I absolutely hate being filmed. I look all emo and depressed in pictures.

I'd happily pass on this chance, if my parents would let me.

Last edited by Lily09; 01-07-2012 at 06:27 PM.
Reply With Quote
  #32  
Old 01-07-2012, 06:34 PM
Sandy Sandy is offline
Senior Member
 
Join Date: Oct 2010
Location: I don't know.
Posts: 2,811
Send a message via MSN to Sandy
Default Frightened and sad

The scary thing is that I don't feel like I have any emotion right now, that's what's making me frightened and sad. Listening to scary music and looking at gory pictures isn't helping...






@Lily09: I know how you feel. o_o I can't deal with the pressure, I expect way too much of myself, so I purposely strike out and go for third in every schoolwide spelling bee I go to. o_o
Reply With Quote
  #33  
Old 01-07-2012, 06:39 PM
Sandy Sandy is offline
Senior Member
 
Join Date: Oct 2010
Location: I don't know.
Posts: 2,811
Send a message via MSN to Sandy
Default Emotion: Awwww crapppppp

I'm getting the feeling I shouldn't have had coffee today. This doesn't always happen, but about every month, when I have a cup of coffee, I break out into crazy twitching and almost-seizuring movements... I don't know if it's a reaction to the caffeine, but it certainly doesn't happen EVERY time, so I don't even know. My upper arms are twitching and I'm getting this weird feeling in my legs and diaphragm, just like I did last time when I broke out into this huge seizure thing and had to run to my bed as fast as I could and just flipped out there for like twenty minutes until my mom came in and I had to get a better grip on my movements...


I just realized that I'm spamming up this thread... >_> Sorry...
Reply With Quote
  #34  
Old 01-07-2012, 06:50 PM
Emmalyce Emmalyce is offline
Senior Member
 
Join Date: Feb 2011
Posts: 3,187
Default Dissapointment in Myself

When I get home, I have to take off all of my beads.
>.>
TT_TT
__________________
There's a hole in the world like a great black pit,
And the vermin of the world inhabit it,
And its morals aren't worth what a pig could spit,
And it goes by the name of... London.




I sent some men to fight,
One came back, in the dead of night.
Said he'd seen my enemy.
Said he looked.. Just like me.
So I set out, to cut myself..
And here I go.


How different can it be, really?
Reply With Quote
  #35  
Old 01-07-2012, 07:20 PM
Sandy Sandy is offline
Senior Member
 
Join Date: Oct 2010
Location: I don't know.
Posts: 2,811
Send a message via MSN to Sandy
Default

Quote:
Originally Posted by Emmalyce View Post
When I get home, I have to take off all of my beads.
>.>
TT_TT
Reply With Quote
  #36  
Old 01-07-2012, 07:49 PM
Jesse Jesse is offline
Senior Member
 
Join Date: Jun 2011
Location: Goodbye KP, thx for the memories, reach me on tumblr/instagram/email, Perry you're a legend
Posts: 5,696
Send a message via Skype™ to Jesse
Default confused by picture

Quote:
Originally Posted by Sandy View Post
I have been staring at that for so long it's scary. O_O
Reply With Quote
  #37  
Old 01-07-2012, 07:52 PM
Sandy Sandy is offline
Senior Member
 
Join Date: Oct 2010
Location: I don't know.
Posts: 2,811
Send a message via MSN to Sandy
Default

Quote:
Originally Posted by Jesse View Post
I have been staring at that for so long it's scary. O_O
THAT'S AWESOME!!!!! (*insert lower-case letters here to prevent the entire thing from going low-case*)
Reply With Quote
  #38  
Old 01-07-2012, 08:46 PM
Emmalyce Emmalyce is offline
Senior Member
 
Join Date: Feb 2011
Posts: 3,187
Default

I'm not actually sure what the GIF is about. :P
__________________
There's a hole in the world like a great black pit,
And the vermin of the world inhabit it,
And its morals aren't worth what a pig could spit,
And it goes by the name of... London.




I sent some men to fight,
One came back, in the dead of night.
Said he'd seen my enemy.
Said he looked.. Just like me.
So I set out, to cut myself..
And here I go.


How different can it be, really?
Reply With Quote
  #39  
Old 02-02-2012, 09:25 PM
L.S.Trendom L.S.Trendom is offline
Senior Member
 
Join Date: Oct 2010
Location: en route to Mordor, punching my father, Voldemort, in the nose for not liking my Father's Day gift
Posts: 58,652
Default Fear. Also a bit of deranged optimism.

I'm scared of what's going to happen after I leave KidPub. Everyone has lives to move onto, but I don't. My family seems to think everything is just fine. And I'm stuck, stressed out by everything. I'm afraid of the future and change. I'm terrified of the world. I'm terrified of life in general.

The optimism is in some dark and distant corner, shrieking, "YEAH WOOT LET'S CHARGE AND HEADBUTT SLASH TACKLE LIFE YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE!!!!!!!!!!!11!!!1!!!!!" or something like that.
Whyyyyyyy my optimism always insane. ;_;
Reply With Quote
  #40  
Old 02-03-2012, 11:00 AM
AlgebraAddict AlgebraAddict is offline
Senior Member
 
Join Date: May 2011
Location: tehksus
Posts: 16,905
Default

Quote:
Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom View Post
I'm scared of what's going to happen after I leave KidPub. Everyone has lives to move onto, but I don't. My family seems to think everything is just fine. And I'm stuck, stressed out by everything. I'm afraid of the future and change. I'm terrified of the world. I'm terrified of life in general.

The optimism is in some dark and distant corner, shrieking, "YEAH WOOT LET'S CHARGE AND HEADBUTT SLASH TACKLE LIFE YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE!!!!!!!!!!!11!!!1!!!!!" or something like that.
Whyyyyyyy my optimism always insane. ;_;
Don't. You. Dare. Even. Think. About. Leaving. KidPub.

Because if you do, I'm pretty sure that at least ten people will also leave.

Anyway... try literally hugging trees. And growing flowers. And doing ballet randomly on the lawn. And climbing trees. And wearing polka dot shirts and shorts. That adds activity to life. xD
__________________



and I'll use you as a
w a r n i n g
s i g n
that if you talk enough sense, then you'll lose your mind



- I Found, by Amber Run
Reply With Quote
Reply

Tags
♥lifepleaseguys:'), afraid to keep on living, bettertoburnoutthanfade, black n hopeless feeling, do what?, do you ever wonder?, face the north, i give up; okay?, i love u its gon b ok, i'm already dead inside, i'm so sorry, i'm there for you :), ignored as usual, ihopethebunnycheersuup:), just pray :), kayla was here, o_o this is insane, smexy elmo, someone's bitter, tags y u so weird?, takesometimetofeelbetter, theblackisclosingin, they're following me...:(, we got this!, you are not alone

Thread Tools
Display Modes

Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off
Forum Jump


All times are GMT -4. The time now is 06:34 AM.

Powered by vBulletin® Version 3.7.1
Copyright ©2000 - 2019, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.