i've been suffering through a friendship with problems on either side for a while now, and i've felt awful the whole time because we used to be such good friends. last night,we finally talked through everything.
i thought she didn't want to be friends anymore, and i'm not mentally stable enough to lose anymore friends, so this was a relief on me and it took a lot of pressure off of my self-esteem (which has plummeted recently) and thigns are just looking up for my mental health.
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please, ignore my screaming.
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