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Old 09-13-2015, 12:09 AM
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should i have whited that out i dOnTt knOW I apologize
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Old 09-13-2015, 01:31 AM
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this is exactly what i emailed one of my other friends earlier today bc he wanted to know what happened to me (i mentioned to him that i wasn't feeling well so yeah) and i wanna post it here too in case anyone has input.

okay so basically my band director wasn't here today so the visual director was in charge, and some people came late bc they had state testing and stuff. the band director knew abt this but the vis director didnt so he basically split the late people into another group and called them losers and said they didnt matter, and didnt even let them explain themselves. i wasn't in the late group but some of my very close friends were, including this girl i may or may not have a crush on, so i naturally got really angry bc of the way he was treating them and i couldn't watch them do all the extra physical training work they had. (like seriously two people actually passed out, it was that difficult). so i literally cried. and i went home and told my parents abt it and they said "oh you're weak for caring about what happened to them, it's not your problem, shut your mouth and go work, i don't care if you're also so tired you can't stand up." so yeah. sorry i'm just really angry and trying not to punch a literal hole in my wall now lol
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Old 09-13-2015, 11:57 AM
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hahahhahaaaahahahaha these fucking mood swings will alwaaays be a thing ill never get better even when i am better they're back again and i am in such a solid bubble of self hate right now ahahhahahah sorry for being such a rude bitch all day mom i can't help that everything sets me off especially with school in full swing again and being stressed out and guilty 24/7 really effects my impulses yknow when i do the same thing i cried about and apologized for it wasn't because i wasnt fucking guilty it was because I CANT HELP IT I M TOO ANGSTY FOR MY OWN GOOD
im just gonna watch anime and forget myself because that's what i always do and wOW it works every time but temporarily because SCREW YOU TOO MOOD SWINGS AND GUILT AND STRESS AND SCHOOL AND LIFE
mood swings and guilt and stress and school and life are a bitch. /hugs/
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Old 09-13-2015, 12:09 PM
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mood swings and guilt and stress and school and life are a bitch. /hugs/
they are :c /returns hug/
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Old 09-13-2015, 10:03 PM
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i feel sick, like something is about to go wrong, so so horribly wrong but i don't know what and that scares me a lot.
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Old 09-13-2015, 10:34 PM
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i feel sick, like something is about to go wrong, so so horribly wrong but i don't know what and that scares me a lot.
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Hope you feel better and whatever it is goes away. <3333
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Old 09-13-2015, 10:39 PM
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Hope you feel better and whatever it is goes away. <3333
thanks hon; you're sweet
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Old 09-14-2015, 06:40 PM
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so today i reunited with some people i haven't seen in awhile and you know what
it felt so good, it reminded me of what good feels like. it's been awhile.
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Old 09-14-2015, 07:11 PM
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http://www.kidpub.com/story/you-want...you-1857155768


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Old 09-15-2015, 08:01 AM
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so today i reunited with some people i haven't seen in awhile and you know what
it felt so good, it reminded me of what good feels like. it's been awhile.
that's amazing, im so happy for you <3
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