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Old 01-13-2017, 09:40 PM
july3girl july3girl is offline
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I've told like 10 people to die on YouTube today. Of course, they were imbecilic wastes of space, and it is my genuine wish for them to no longer exist. However, the act of saying so gives me anxiety.

But I wish I could kill them myself, and the fact that the killing itself doesn't bother me and is in fact what I wish for- that frightens me.

Maybe I should be the one to die.

But if I were to do that, I would kill the others first.
would you actually kill them? i remember once when i was little i said something like that to my mom-- how i was having dark thoughts. our conversation was simplified (because i was little) but i always remember what she said: "we all think like that. the difference between a bad guy and you is that you wouldn't do it. not REALLY."

i don't know if that helped at all. email me if you want to talk to someone.

for a change, i'm gonna put something positive here: this has been an awesome week. i cried yesterday (sleep deprivation) but other then that i've never felt better. i've been wearing lip gloss and cute clothes that make me feel so confident and i don't feel ugly. i feel fucking beautiful and it's so weird because i rarely think like that, and when i do it's in the moment, in good lighting. but i feel beautiful and nice and happy and not awkward talking to people.

AND the bf of my friend (crush?), who i liked for some 5 years and have been really awkward with for the last year and a half says i'm nice and we have like an inside joke now and we say hi in the halls and talk to each other and ugh it's so great.

AND my sorta boy crush says that i'm "chill and nice and innocent" and that's like a really big compliment from him and idk this has been a great week.

(oh just remembered i cried TWICE yesterday but like it was because of math that i spent 3 hrs on so justified??)

guys idk. maybe 2017 is going to be good.
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Old 01-13-2017, 10:00 PM
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I am worthless and I will get nowhere in life and I will never make any friends and all I will do is continue to get in my way and fail fail fail everyone and everything give up on me I am a disappointment waiting to happen I would be better off dead
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Old 01-14-2017, 04:51 PM
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i WANT TO FUCKING DIE
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Old 01-14-2017, 04:57 PM
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I am worthless and I will get nowhere in life and I will never make any friends and all I will do is continue to get in my way and fail fail fail everyone and everything give up on me I am a disappointment waiting to happen I would be better off dead
hey
you won't always trip over yourself
you won't always fail
you will sometimes surpass your wildest expectations, and those moments, I think, are worth living for.

you've been at Stormy's shoulder all this time, and I'd like to be at yours.
i'm not trained. i'm not an expert. I've never had to deal with anything beyond emotions. but I know a thing or two and i'll tell you what I know.
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Old 01-14-2017, 05:40 PM
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hey
you won't always trip over yourself
you won't always fail
you will sometimes surpass your wildest expectations, and those moments, I think, are worth living for.

you've been at Stormy's shoulder all this time, and I'd like to be at yours.
i'm not trained. i'm not an expert. I've never had to deal with anything beyond emotions. but I know a thing or two and i'll tell you what I know.
just wanted to let you know you made me cry when i read that.

snow i think that's eactly what i need right now thank you
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Old 01-14-2017, 08:12 PM
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Tbh, everyone has at least one moment when they feel like a bag of dirt. sometimes, people feel worse than others. When I feel bad, I just try to think of what I do have to live for.
Maybe, a loved one.
Maybe, a single hope or dream that may come true.
Or, maybe, because you don't have another choice.

But, I just want everyone that has problems to be ok.

JUST LOVE YOURSELF!!!!!!

come on! There has to be something that is pretty cool about you!

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Old 01-14-2017, 08:35 PM
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just wanted to let you know you made me cry when i read that.

snow i think that's eactly what i need right now thank you
Not sure I want to be happy that I made you cry but I think it was the right kind of crying. And you're always welcome. I'm at your shoulder if you need me
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Old 01-14-2017, 08:47 PM
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to anyone reading this:

every single person on this planet is here for a reason & all of them deserve to live their best lives. you are loved & important & beautiful in every way. please don't doubt/hurt/kill yourselves. please.
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Old 01-14-2017, 10:04 PM
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i WANT TO FUCKING DIE
Gods,, no no no,, Madie. I'm so sorry I wasn't here sooner. Gods,, no,, you can't die,, you can't. Right now you're the only person keeping me anchored to this earth and this life,, if you died I would be so lost.

You are so so so nice,, and beautiful too. I know you might not feel like it now,, but you will make friends because you have the kind of personality that everyone likes. Please please please be okay. You're so God damn perfect and I can't afford to lose you and neither can your family or anyone else on this site.
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Old 01-15-2017, 01:09 PM
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Ok, so........... I like have no friends anymore. One left, the other found some cooler girl to hang with, and the rest dislike me :3

It hurts to be alone.


You know what I mean?
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