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Old 09-29-2013, 07:34 PM
HeatherB HeatherB is offline
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You are alive because someone was kind enough to give you the gift of life. Just because things seem terrible sometimes does NOT mean that this person WANTS you to be sad or depressed, and he doesn't cause ANY of your suffering. In fact, this person longs to remove suffering and see that you enjoy being alive.

Have you ever wondered what the meaning of life is? You can click right over here to read the answer. ^_^

Regardless of what you believe, though, Heather...we are ALL glad that you are alive, and sincerely hope you stay that way for a long, looooong time. :3 *hugs*
..... or because my parents had sex, and though they may not want me to be sad or depressed, they're the main contributors to my everlasting and now apparently (according to my therapist) chronic depression. yaaaaayy!!! funn!!!! mood swings and wanting to kill myself and getting irrationally angry for no good reason!!!!! wasting my life on the internet bc i live on distractions and cant face my own sorry reality!!!!!

ick, i'm sorry. i don't mean to sound ungrateful- honestly- it's just that life is getting to be a bit much for me these days.
personally, i think that the meaning of life is not one universal thing. there are so many different people who lead different lives and trying to say that there's just one big meaning that's relevant to everyone kind of eludes me completely. i guess the meaning of life is to find the meaning of life, or, what life means to you. find stuff to keep yourself living and alive and at least somewhat happy.

thank you for caring about me. just don't care too much.
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Old 09-29-2013, 08:09 PM
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Mondai darake no pawafuru na sekai ni
Chotto akogareteta
Tomatta jikan ugoki hajime tanda
Kimi ni deatte kara

Doushite umarete ikiteru no ka
Muzukashii kotae wa iranai yo

Warou nakou sunao de ii
Shinpuru na kimochi ichiban daiji
Kanashii yoru ni nagasu namida
Tsuyosa ni kaeru--

That's all I have to say.
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Old 09-29-2013, 09:16 PM
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Is it kind of bad that I don't really care about the safety of anything? ANimals included. For example, on the news there was something about people being killed and my parents and friends were like OH nO thaT'S So BAd!1111!!!! But I was like, oh okay.

Is it bad that I don't really feel anything towards anyone?
That's kinda me.
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Old 09-30-2013, 02:01 AM
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WHY ARE 97% OF THE GUESTS LOOKING AT THE FORUM GAME RIGHT NOW?

GOOD GOSH! THERE ARE DOZENS OF THEM, ALL AT ONCE!!! *sputters*

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Old 09-30-2013, 07:22 AM
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WHY ARE 97% OF THE GUESTS LOOKING AT THE FORUM GAME RIGHT NOW?

GOOD GOSH! THERE ARE DOZENS OF THEM, ALL AT ONCE!!! *sputters*
On a semi different topic-- am I the only one that noticed that guests always find these really old threads and all these dead threads? How do they find this stuff? XD
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Indigo

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Cobalt

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And suddenly the blue will not seem so dark, more like the color of the noon-bright sky."


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Old 09-30-2013, 09:47 AM
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On a semi different topic-- am I the only one that noticed that guests always find these really old threads and all these dead threads? How do they find this stuff? XD
Guests *o* TELL US YOUR SECRETS!
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Old 09-30-2013, 04:18 PM
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Guests *o* TELL US YOUR SECRETS!
Yes! Guests! Scurry on over here and tell us your secrets!
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Azure

Indigo

Cerulean

Cobalt

Periwinkle


And suddenly the blue will not seem so dark, more like the color of the noon-bright sky."


--The Realm of Possibility by David Levithan
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Old 09-30-2013, 05:03 PM
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Found this post on Tumblr...

I知 a lesbian so i must have a crush on every girl i see.

I have alot of guy friends so i must be fucking every single one of them.

I smile alot, so i must have the perfect life.

I listen to reggae, so I must be a stoner.

My opinion matters, so I must be a bitch.

I知 comfortable with my body, so I get around?

I知 friends with a lot of guys, so I致e must have hooked up with all of them.

I like to help out, so I must be a suck up.

I知 black, so I must be ghetto.

I知 black, so I must be stupid.

I知 Mexican, so I must be low class.

I知 bisexual, so I must get around.

I知 straight up blunt, so I must be a bitch.

I like to drink, so I must be an alcoholic.

I don稚 hang out with guys, so I must be a lesbian.

I cut myself so I must be emo.

I知 bisexual, so none of my girl friends can feel safe.

I laugh and smile, so I cannot be depressed.

I like spending my day at home, so I don稚 have any friends

I am gay, so i must be bullied

Most of my friends are dudes, so I must be a tomboy.

I知 on Tumblr, so I must have zero friends in real life

I知 a Muslim, so I must be a terrorist

I make alot of mistakes so I must be stupid/retarded.

I strongly defend LGBT so I must be gay.

I知 from a broken family, so I must be a rebel.

I like rasta colors, so I must smoke weed.

I致e had sex, so I must be a slut.

I致e made mistakes, so I must be untrustworthy.

I really love him, so I must hold on.

I知 a Filipino, so I must be a maid.

I really love him, so I must be taken for granted.

I知 a Politician, so I must be corrupt.

I知 Blonde, so I must be really stupid.

I知 wearing a black shirt, so I must be emo.

I wear make up, so I must be a flirt.

I make alot of mistakes, so I must be hated.

I am a teenager, so I must be misunderstood.

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I am freakin tired of stereotyping.
Just a couple I would like to add here:

I don't talk much, so I must be rude.

I like to read and write, so I must be boring.

I'm nice to people, so I must be a suck-up.

I don't like gym class, so I must be lazy.

GAHIHATESTEREOTYPINGOMERUVIMEIOGFDUN
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Azure

Indigo

Cerulean

Cobalt

Periwinkle


And suddenly the blue will not seem so dark, more like the color of the noon-bright sky."


--The Realm of Possibility by David Levithan
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Old 09-30-2013, 05:49 PM
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I don't really want to be here...on earth I mean. I go to school, sit through torture for 7 hours and then come home and cry by myself in my room all night. I thought my depression was gone, at least it was for a little while. It was finally solved, I was finally happy and now the rocks are crumbling again. My guinea pig died yesterday I had her for 6 years and I really unbelievably miss her. Most people think oh, it was just a guinea pig, but any pet owner knows different. She was healthy and chirping in the morning then I came home and she was cold and stiff in her cage. I still can't believe it. I'm just so sad now. I'm not writing anymore I don't even know why I came on here for the first time in months...maybe to talk idk. If you've managed to read this whole thing, thank you. I just needed to tell someone. :/
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Old 09-30-2013, 06:31 PM
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I don't really want to be here...on earth I mean. I go to school, sit through torture for 7 hours and then come home and cry by myself in my room all night. I thought my depression was gone, at least it was for a little while. It was finally solved, I was finally happy and now the rocks are crumbling again. My guinea pig died yesterday I had her for 6 years and I really unbelievably miss her. Most people think oh, it was just a guinea pig, but any pet owner knows different. She was healthy and chirping in the morning then I came home and she was cold and stiff in her cage. I still can't believe it. I'm just so sad now. I'm not writing anymore I don't even know why I came on here for the first time in months...maybe to talk idk. If you've managed to read this whole thing, thank you. I just needed to tell someone. :/
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*pats you on the back* You don't know how much I understand how you feel. School was absolute torture for me, too, and I can't even IMAGINE the intense pain I'd feel if one of my current pets died. I'm so sorry, Timber. I'm just barely starting my battle with chronic depression, so I know what you mean when you say the "rocks are crumbling again." I know we don't know each other, but I feel your pain, and I'm terribly sorry.

Writing can help you get through the stress. Just jotting down a short story or a few ideas is a good distraction. <:^) Maybe try that? And, the last time one of my pets died, I wrote it a goodbye letter, just to get my feelings out and deal with them. Also...don't be afraid to cry it out. You'll feel better afterwards.

I really hope things get better for you, Timber.
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