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Old 01-24-2019, 10:14 AM
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what's your instagram!! i'm @echomoon_ we should def talk more <33
honestly one of the best things about this website is truly the friendships we made along the way, as cliche as it sounds
i actually think i follow you it must've completely slipped my mind! i'm finnyv on there haha
also RIGHT!!! it's cheesy but true tbh
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Old 01-24-2019, 12:00 PM
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i actually think i follow you it must've completely slipped my mind! i'm finnyv on there haha
also RIGHT!!! it's cheesy but true tbh
oh yeah we actually do follow each other lmaooo
Sorry I shitpost a lot in my stories and it's mostly in Chinese lol but we should def talk more on there <3
I was stalking my own favs today and it turned into stalking some of my old kidpub friends which is very nostalgic and I miss that!! it truly is nothing less than magical to reconnect with some of you all after all these years
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Old 01-27-2019, 04:22 PM
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there’s this kid who went here who raped one of my friends, sexually assaulted a few others, and bullied/spread lies about another of my friends which helped contribute to his suicide. and today (four months since owen died) we gathered all his shit that he left on campus, burned it, and stomped on the ashes and it was great.
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Old 01-27-2019, 05:10 PM
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there’s this kid who went here who raped one of my friends, sexually assaulted a few others, and bullied/spread lies about another of my friends which helped contribute to his suicide. and today (four months since owen died) we gathered all his shit that he left on campus, burned it, and stomped on the ashes and it was great.
like FUCK HIM what a piece of SHIT if there’s a hell i hope he rots there. he was so disgustingly manipulative and terrifying- i’m lucky he never put me on any of his lists but he still threatened me violently for tiny things and urged me to self-harm. he BOUGHT people KNIVES to cut themselves with. he did some horrible things to lovely people. he hated owen so much and when he saw owen at a low point and vulnerable he latched on and the moment owen “disrespected him” (made a fucking JOKE) turned on him and spread lies and convinced others to hate him. oh and then when owen hung himself he called people on campus threatening suicide himself if people didn’t meet his demands. he bought another of my friends matching knives with him and made up a game with her (which she couldn’t end out of fear) where whoever cut deepest or in the riskiest places won. like FUCK HIM. another of my friends thinks toren did some shit to him but he can’t tell because he doesn’t have any MEMORIES of it. all he knows is that something happened. he consciously tried to fuel my + my friends’ eating disorders and problems with self harm. he fucked up so many peoples lives. fucking die bitch
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Old 01-28-2019, 03:31 PM
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cool cool i like just stopped randomly shaking uncontrollably bc of thinking about this fall (now it’s only when i talk about it) and now! guess what! i’m so anxious again bc people are such fucking jerks that again i can’t stop fucking shaking!
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Old 01-29-2019, 11:04 AM
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I see you venting swallow and emotionally I want to help, but tbh mentally perhaps I don't have the capacity to help you deal with your negative experiences without damaging my own (recovering but fragile) mental health.
However I still want to reach out and say that you're not alone, this always will be your safe place, and you will find peace, hopefully soon. As Ena said (which is my Sig, which I absolutely love,) it gets easier, even if it never stops being hard.
Hang in there friend <33
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Old 01-29-2019, 04:45 PM
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I see you venting swallow and emotionally I want to help, but tbh mentally perhaps I don't have the capacity to help you deal with your negative experiences without damaging my own (recovering but fragile) mental health.
However I still want to reach out and say that you're not alone, this always will be your safe place, and you will find peace, hopefully soon. As Ena said (which is my Sig, which I absolutely love,) it gets easier, even if it never stops being hard.
Hang in there friend <33
it’s so fine! would you rather i whited out my posts? i want to make sure you’re ok and that you feel comfortable on here as well. thanks for the support <3
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Old 01-29-2019, 08:22 PM
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I see you venting swallow and emotionally I want to help, but tbh mentally perhaps I don't have the capacity to help you deal with your negative experiences without damaging my own (recovering but fragile) mental health.
However I still want to reach out and say that you're not alone, this always will be your safe place, and you will find peace, hopefully soon. As Ena said (which is my Sig, which I absolutely love,) it gets easier, even if it never stops being hard.
Hang in there friend <33
hey I said it to u but a lovely fellow writer actually deserves the credit for this,
https://www.wattpad.com/user/mikkisamak
Although I actually got it from a fanfic of theirs from their fandom blog
https://umisabaku.tumblr.com/
JSYK i'd feel bad taking credit for it u^u
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Old 01-29-2019, 09:13 PM
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faculty for the past four months: hey don’t talk about graphic/upsetting details about owens death
students for the past four months: hey don’t talk about graphic/upsetting details about owens death
mental health professionals for the past four months: hey don’t talk about graphic/upsetting details about owens death
some DS who thinks she’s hot shit: i just wanna say how fucked up it is that benji brought his bedsheets out onto the fire escape pretending like he was gonna do the same thing owen did

and like that was upsetting enough for me, but you wanna know who else was there in that DS meeting? owens ex. two of his best friends. a boy who held owen in his lap and had to watch him die. and now she’s annoyed that people got up and left after hearing that like no duh
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Old 01-30-2019, 07:43 AM
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itís so fine! would you rather i whited out my posts? i want to make sure youíre ok and that you feel comfortable on here as well. thanks for the support <3
its alright, reading about it is fine but talking/back and forth/emotional support is still slightly draining for me
I appreciate the concern and like I said, I really do hope you find peace soon <3
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