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Old 12-06-2018, 09:21 PM
moeuhane moeuhane is offline
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Im barely on here ever but I'm gonna rant anyway cause I need the anonymity. I have a bad habit of acting really stupid and out of character and then ruminating on that one moment for hours until I get so frustrated that I cuss out loud in public places or even inflict harm on myself (nothing drastic, just like wall punching and like scratching? I can't even). Like I'll get like REALLY loud for no reason whatsoever just cause I crave some kind of attention or I'll be really quiet and weird because I have a really bad daydreaming habit and it makes me look socially stunted. I just...crazy sometimes. I'm in no way trying to appropriate a mental illness, I know that what I'm going through is mostly just my own self-hatred and insecurity. I'm just feeling so manic now?
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Old 12-08-2018, 10:02 PM
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Im barely on here ever but I'm gonna rant anyway cause I need the anonymity. I have a bad habit of acting really stupid and out of character and then ruminating on that one moment for hours until I get so frustrated that I cuss out loud in public places or even inflict harm on myself (nothing drastic, just like wall punching and like scratching? I can't even). Like I'll get like REALLY loud for no reason whatsoever just cause I crave some kind of attention or I'll be really quiet and weird because I have a really bad daydreaming habit and it makes me look socially stunted. I just...crazy sometimes. I'm in no way trying to appropriate a mental illness, I know that what I'm going through is mostly just my own self-hatred and insecurity. I'm just feeling so manic now?
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Old 12-20-2018, 11:04 PM
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This isnít a rant but for some reason I canít find a thread on just plain old Kidpub help advice lol so-
Do you guys know how to upload a pic to an album. Every time I do it, it says it failed or it was too big or something. I donít know what to do
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Old 12-22-2018, 03:33 AM
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This isnít a rant but for some reason I canít find a thread on just plain old Kidpub help advice lol so-
Do you guys know how to upload a pic to an album. Every time I do it, it says it failed or it was too big or something. I donít know what to do
Iím not sure if thereís a good way to do it, but hereís my strategy. When u try and upload a normal picture, itíll say itís too big and itíll say what the maximum dimensions are. Jot those down. Then, open or copy your picture into Microsoft Paint, and shrink it really, really small. From Paint, you can see what the dimensions of your mini copy are. Once theyíre smaller than the numbers KP suggested, upload the small copy.
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Old 12-22-2018, 12:20 PM
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Iím not sure if thereís a good way to do it, but hereís my strategy. When u try and upload a normal picture, itíll say itís too big and itíll say what the maximum dimensions are. Jot those down. Then, open or copy your picture into Microsoft Paint, and shrink it really, really small. From Paint, you can see what the dimensions of your mini copy are. Once theyíre smaller than the numbers KP suggested, upload the small copy.
Thanks! I figured out how to do it on a laptop with a shrink website. I guess thatís why it kept on failing
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Old 12-22-2018, 03:19 PM
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Can my family not yell at each other thanks
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Old 12-22-2018, 11:37 PM
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Old 12-23-2018, 12:53 PM
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woah love how passive aggressive and also just straight up aggressive my family dynamic is!
also I just absolutely love having to explain all my new scars so so nice A+
my mom is annoyed that im not the same as I was this summer, shes pissed off that im still sad and that im acting "weird and different" woah hold on its almost like its only been three months since something super upsetting and traumatizing happened and its entirely unrealistic to expect me to be exactly the same as I was before so soon!
good thing its the holiday season and there's tons of alcohol!
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Old 12-23-2018, 11:20 PM
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woah love how passive aggressive and also just straight up aggressive my family dynamic is!
also I just absolutely love having to explain all my new scars so so nice A+
my mom is annoyed that im not the same as I was this summer, shes pissed off that im still sad and that im acting "weird and different" woah hold on its almost like its only been three months since something super upsetting and traumatizing happened and its entirely unrealistic to expect me to be exactly the same as I was before so soon!
good thing its the holiday season and there's tons of alcohol!
That sounds miserable, good lord
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Mysteriously make an urgent phone call that needs ur immediate attention (to escape social situations)
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Old 12-24-2018, 10:09 AM
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Do you ever get the feeling your friends don't actually like you? Like, they think you're immature, and in my case, pushy and bossy, and only hang out with you to keep you happy? Like, this has actually come out and happened before with my three year long best friend. She completed me. But I guess I pulled her too hard with my demanding chains of trust, and they snapped. I shouldn't, but sometimes I miss her. I'm about to start a new year without her. Last year(going into this one), we had a sleepover on New Years. This year, I'm doing it with another friend, but... I don't know. What if no one likes me? Do my chains of trust pull everyone? Am I just a chained weight to be pulled around? Do you guys think I'm (still) immature? What is wrong with me?

I feel used, by her. She used me to make me happy, so why do I feel used? I don't know! She held me up and let me down in the sheer weight of responsibility. I don't know. I know it is partially my fault, when I was younger I had a really bad "bossy" problem. But I'm really trying to fix that. I haven't talked much about this issue here because when it started, I talked a lot about it. Then she "came back". I believed her, but she just felt bad for me. Now she's left me broken in pieces again, shattered, this time without any form of contact (besides me contacting her once via my friend setting something up.)

Without her, I don't know what I am. Sometimes I feel like a shell. Sometimes I feel my friends are in the same boat as her, trying so hard to hold me up while trying not to get crushed. Is that it? Is that what I do to everyone? How do I stop? It's not my fault. I know it isn't. But... how on Earth will I survive broken like I am?
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