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Old 06-19-2016, 05:21 PM
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this is amazing thank u :') and yeah I plan to just chill and listen to music in the taxi and try not to think about how much I hate public transport xp
no problem ^.^ that's a good plan haha music always helps
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Old 06-19-2016, 09:33 PM
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My boyfriend left a month ago to go to visit his mom/sister in Texas. He was supposed to come back at the end of June. Now, he can't come back because he doesn't have a place to live. He will at the very least be stuck in Texas for a couple of months. I miss him terribly and life sucks, what else is new?

Edit: Also, was debating kicking some bad addictions but now I've fallen back into the arms of depression and kicking them is not possibly because they help keep me sane yayy for my life
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Old 06-19-2016, 10:14 PM
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My boyfriend left a month ago to go to visit his mom/sister in Texas. He was supposed to come back at the end of June. Now, he can't come back because he doesn't have a place to live. He will at the very least be stuck in Texas for a couple of months. I miss him terribly and life sucks, what else is new?
ugh I'm sorry I hope he will come back and be with bae
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ugh I'm sorry I hope he will come back and be with bae
Thanks, I hope he will too haha. At the moment though, he has to stay at his mom's and get a job to save up enough money to come back and get an apartment or something. It sucks because the only reason this is happening is because his dad's girlfriend is a butthole
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Old 06-19-2016, 10:33 PM
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Thanks, I hope he will too haha. At the moment though, he has to stay at his mom's and get a job to save up enough money to come back and get an apartment or something. It sucks because the only reason this is happening is because his dad's girlfriend is a butthole
ugh well I hope she stops being a butthole and whatever the situation he can come back. D: he probably misses you a lot
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Old 06-20-2016, 03:11 PM
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Sooo I got really depressed last night and I ended up cutting...now I feel like shit and my boyfriend found out and now he's depressed. And I feel horrible. We were talking about his situation and he admitted to me that he's afraid that once he starts working in Texas that he's afraid he's not going to want to come back at all because the lifestyle down there is better for him and such...I feel like shit for making him feel bad and that was literally my worst fear was that maybe he wouldn't want to come back at all and now I don't even know what to do with myself oh my god
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Old 06-20-2016, 05:47 PM
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Sooo I got really depressed last night and I ended up cutting...now I feel like shit and my boyfriend found out and now he's depressed. And I feel horrible. We were talking about his situation and he admitted to me that he's afraid that once he starts working in Texas that he's afraid he's not going to want to come back at all because the lifestyle down there is better for him and such...I feel like shit for making him feel bad and that was literally my worst fear was that maybe he wouldn't want to come back at all and now I don't even know what to do with myself oh my god
ah fuck okay
first of all you are not a bad person and it's not your fault that he's upset. this may seem hard to accept but you are worth getting upset about. It just means he cares and he loves you which is good

and you know it's okay that you screwed up and cut because there are always relapses and weak times and stuff but pls try not to do that again and if you do feel like that again, please email me and I will do what I can. I care about you a lot ok so I hope the bf situation improves a lot but please be safe
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Old 06-20-2016, 08:41 PM
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*screams*
okay so i'm a feminist and i write speeches in my head and pin so many feminism things and i feel like i can handle myself when someone is trying to debate with me about it.
buuuut there's been instances when someone's being sexist (one person was even making rape jokes) and i got all choked up and nearly cried and all these emotions were getting pelted at me and i wanted to say something so badly and i was so freaking frightened that i wouldn't say anything.
i did say that it's nothing to joke about, but they didn't listen, so i told their father—he didn't do much about it.
and advice? how not to freeze?
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Old 06-20-2016, 10:24 PM
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i'm going to kill myself. i didnt' make an auditonbye
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Old 06-20-2016, 11:12 PM
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*screams*
okay so i'm a feminist and i write speeches in my head and pin so many feminism things and i feel like i can handle myself when someone is trying to debate with me about it.
buuuut there's been instances when someone's being sexist (one person was even making rape jokes) and i got all choked up and nearly cried and all these emotions were getting pelted at me and i wanted to say something so badly and i was so freaking frightened that i wouldn't say anything.
i did say that it's nothing to joke about, but they didn't listen, so i told their father—he didn't do much about it.
and advice? how not to freeze?
FUCKING FUCKERS fucking sexists make me want to puke those lil bitches can stfu
aaanyway I hope you feel beter about this stuff in the future and I do think you did the right thing by talking to one of their parents. idk but I hope you feel better about this later. <3

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i'm going to kill myself. i didnt' make an auditonbye
meera okay first of all I want to help you and I want you alive and well. We all do. But this is not the first time you have threatened suicide on here and you don't seem to be very accepting of our help. I think you need professional help, not just a bunch of kids on the internet. I know that some people need to vent, but you are not venting or asking for advice. You are threatening suicide, and that is a very different matter. Please talk to your parents or a responsible adult about this.
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