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Old 12-05-2018, 06:00 PM
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I've had people I cared about who've died before, but this is so different? like I saw him every day. every day. he was at meals, at evening activities, hanging around campus. now every day I sit next to the empty seat on the couch that no one fills, theres only one person who sits on that side of the room for English, theres an empty stool in chem. every math team meeting, in our competitions, at the end of the roster it says "empty student" because we started with five? and next term we're going to be switching dorms (boys live in the girls dorm, girls in the boys, gender neutral dorm stays the same) and don't get me wrong, I think it'll be fun and im so excited for the switch, but it also means that im going to have to walk by the place he died every day? everythings so close here and so woven together and now theres been a huge chunk ripped out.
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Old 12-06-2018, 09:21 PM
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Im barely on here ever but I'm gonna rant anyway cause I need the anonymity. I have a bad habit of acting really stupid and out of character and then ruminating on that one moment for hours until I get so frustrated that I cuss out loud in public places or even inflict harm on myself (nothing drastic, just like wall punching and like scratching? I can't even). Like I'll get like REALLY loud for no reason whatsoever just cause I crave some kind of attention or I'll be really quiet and weird because I have a really bad daydreaming habit and it makes me look socially stunted. I just...crazy sometimes. I'm in no way trying to appropriate a mental illness, I know that what I'm going through is mostly just my own self-hatred and insecurity. I'm just feeling so manic now?
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Old 12-08-2018, 10:02 PM
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Im barely on here ever but I'm gonna rant anyway cause I need the anonymity. I have a bad habit of acting really stupid and out of character and then ruminating on that one moment for hours until I get so frustrated that I cuss out loud in public places or even inflict harm on myself (nothing drastic, just like wall punching and like scratching? I can't even). Like I'll get like REALLY loud for no reason whatsoever just cause I crave some kind of attention or I'll be really quiet and weird because I have a really bad daydreaming habit and it makes me look socially stunted. I just...crazy sometimes. I'm in no way trying to appropriate a mental illness, I know that what I'm going through is mostly just my own self-hatred and insecurity. I'm just feeling so manic now?
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Old 12-20-2018, 11:04 PM
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This isnít a rant but for some reason I canít find a thread on just plain old Kidpub help advice lol so-
Do you guys know how to upload a pic to an album. Every time I do it, it says it failed or it was too big or something. I donít know what to do
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Old 12-22-2018, 03:33 AM
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This isnít a rant but for some reason I canít find a thread on just plain old Kidpub help advice lol so-
Do you guys know how to upload a pic to an album. Every time I do it, it says it failed or it was too big or something. I donít know what to do
Iím not sure if thereís a good way to do it, but hereís my strategy. When u try and upload a normal picture, itíll say itís too big and itíll say what the maximum dimensions are. Jot those down. Then, open or copy your picture into Microsoft Paint, and shrink it really, really small. From Paint, you can see what the dimensions of your mini copy are. Once theyíre smaller than the numbers KP suggested, upload the small copy.
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Old 12-22-2018, 12:20 PM
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Iím not sure if thereís a good way to do it, but hereís my strategy. When u try and upload a normal picture, itíll say itís too big and itíll say what the maximum dimensions are. Jot those down. Then, open or copy your picture into Microsoft Paint, and shrink it really, really small. From Paint, you can see what the dimensions of your mini copy are. Once theyíre smaller than the numbers KP suggested, upload the small copy.
Thanks! I figured out how to do it on a laptop with a shrink website. I guess thatís why it kept on failing
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Old 12-22-2018, 03:19 PM
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Can my family not yell at each other thanks
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Old 12-22-2018, 11:37 PM
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Can my family not yell at each other thanks
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Old 12-23-2018, 12:53 PM
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woah love how passive aggressive and also just straight up aggressive my family dynamic is!
also I just absolutely love having to explain all my new scars so so nice A+
my mom is annoyed that im not the same as I was this summer, shes pissed off that im still sad and that im acting "weird and different" woah hold on its almost like its only been three months since something super upsetting and traumatizing happened and its entirely unrealistic to expect me to be exactly the same as I was before so soon!
good thing its the holiday season and there's tons of alcohol!
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Old 12-23-2018, 11:20 PM
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woah love how passive aggressive and also just straight up aggressive my family dynamic is!
also I just absolutely love having to explain all my new scars so so nice A+
my mom is annoyed that im not the same as I was this summer, shes pissed off that im still sad and that im acting "weird and different" woah hold on its almost like its only been three months since something super upsetting and traumatizing happened and its entirely unrealistic to expect me to be exactly the same as I was before so soon!
good thing its the holiday season and there's tons of alcohol!
That sounds miserable, good lord
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Mysteriously make an urgent phone call that needs ur immediate attention (to escape social situations)
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