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Old 07-23-2014, 12:34 AM
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I feel like I'm asexual but idk.

Like the thought of sex is repulsive to me.

Maybe it's just because I'm too young or whatever idk.

And the only idea of romance that I want is like a guy best friend who gives me lots of hugs and stuff.

I've always thought I would get married but now I'm kind of terrified of getting married because I would have to have sex???

Idk idk.

But I do want romance but no sex and kissing is idk and life is confusing I don't know anymore.

Because I've had crushes before just not that sort of thing more platonic and no like actual emotions.

And people hint at sexual things and them wanting stuff like that and we were reading the giver and stirrings an I'm just like, Oh, I've never felt like that.

I feel like I create romantic emotions in order to conform but none of my emotions are real and I've just never actually felt that way and idk idk.

Just venting I guess. I feel like it's too early to tell and I won't worry about ill just see what emotions come up. I don't think I want a label yet. I can't even date yet so...
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Ah, I don't know tho cuz I'm like attracted to people??? And kind of want a romance that is platonic tho idk???

Indecisiveness.
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Old 07-23-2014, 12:40 AM
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I feel like I'm asexual but idk.

Like the thought of sex is repulsive to me.

Maybe it's just because I'm too young or whatever idk.

And the only idea of romance that I want is like a guy best friend who gives me lots of hugs and stuff.

I've always thought I would get married but now I'm kind of terrified of getting married because I would have to have sex???

Idk idk.

But I do want romance but no sex and kissing is idk and life is confusing I don't know anymore.

Because I've had crushes before just not that sort of thing more platonic and no like actual emotions.

And people hint at sexual things and them wanting stuff like that and we were reading the giver and stirrings an I'm just like, Oh, I've never felt like that.

I feel like I create romantic emotions in order to conform but none of my emotions are real and I've just never actually felt that way and idk idk.

Just venting I guess. I feel like it's too early to tell and I won't worry about ill just see what emotions come up. I don't think I want a label yet. I can't even date yet so...
That's pretty much the same thing I feel... I get platonic crushes VERY VERY easily but I've never had anything like stirrings and just seeing diagrams of people's sexual parts is repulsive enough for me.

I TOTALLY understand the creating-romantic-crushes-to-fit-in thing. I was reading through my old posts on the crush thread and laughing to myself because those weren't actually crushes, but people I was expected to like because everyone else did and I wanted to seem normal.
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Old 07-23-2014, 01:01 AM
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(COPYPASTED FROM CRUSH THREAD)

*disowns previous self*

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I'm the only sixth grade girl to never be liked by a boy. And I'm proud of it. Most sixth grade boys in my school are weird, and I've never had a crush (and never will!).
Presenting... sixth-grade Meera realizing she's ace but not having the words to describe it!

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I actually "like" a real person but I'll never tell my sister or else she will torment me for the rest of my life (because she hates that person and she thinks all boys are mean). Dx
Hahaha having a "crush" just to fit in -_-
My sister now has a lot of guy friends who have crushes on her but she'll never like them because she's ace/aro ^-^

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And my sis made me promise that I'll never like a guy ever in my life. So if I tell her, she'll also call me a cliched teenager...
My sis was an immature child when she said this but now she's all grown up <3 (jk she's twelve), and if I told her I had a crush, she'd just look at me weirdly and say "BUT YOU'RE ASEXUAL!"

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my crush called me a weirdo!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HE WAS NEVER MY CRUSH and he hated my guts all along, and I secretly hated his, but because a lot of people liked him I assumed I should too.
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Old 07-23-2014, 01:59 AM
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lol i only have 32 and those are mostly from when my dashboard went crazy because people loved my klaine gif photosets XD
i only have 49 sob but they all have cool urls so idc

@eli: i can't skateboard holy shit
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Old 07-23-2014, 02:03 AM
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lol i only have 32 and those are mostly from when my dashboard went crazy because people loved my klaine gif photosets XD
O_o i also have 32 followers!
they're mostly KP people, but some random people who somehow stumbled upon my blog and apparently liked my posts and stuff...
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Old 07-23-2014, 02:06 AM
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i only have 49 sob but they all have cool urls so idc

@eli: i can't skateboard holy shit
ITS EASY! well, with a long board it was hard for me but with a penny board i got the hang of it fast. like im still havin a bit of trouble but i'm doing better than in that video bc RIGHT after that video i went to practice lol.
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Old 07-23-2014, 02:06 AM
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im disgusted by benedict cumberbatch why is this on this thread who knows??? why do i hate him who knows i just do oh heres why http://yourfaveisproblematic.tumblr....ct-cumberbatch
but really laugh i dont care if y'all are like in love with him

EDIT: FUNNY STORY IN MATHS MY FRIEND SAYS THAT SHE HAS PICTURES OF US ON THE INSIDE OF HER CLOSET DOOR AND I SAID "WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO PUT ME BACK IN THE CLOSET OR SMTH" AND MY TEACHER TURNS AROUND AND STARES AT ME AND IM LIKE WHAT AND I COULDNT STOP LAUGHING BECAUSE IM NOT CIS OR STRAIGHT HAHAHAH
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Old 07-23-2014, 02:06 AM
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ITS EASY! well, with a long board it was hard for me but with a penny board i got the hang of it fast. like im still havin a bit of trouble but i'm doing better than in that video bc RIGHT after that video i went to practice lol.
its not easy it hurts from my experience but anyway even if i had one i'd have nowhere to practice everywhere is a hill around my house
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Old 07-23-2014, 02:13 AM
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aight i'll tag stuff just for you, buddy
did you kill a man to get that many followers??? wth
no omg, thats not even rly considered a lot but i'm still proud and i love all my followers (except the virus and porn blogs.)

i have a few rules for my blog, but here u might b able to apply to ur own and get more followers.
-reblog a lot.
-don't reblog those annoying "reblog if you support gay marriage *insert 500 gifs*" post. that was like my second post lmao. like its cool if u support gay marriage and like.. we're all on this thread where we're accepting rite. the gifs are just hella annoying. basically anything with 500 gifs is annoying.
-don't reblog those guilt-trippy "if u dont reblog this u dont have a heart" posts.
-make ur theme clean and easy to nagivate. make sure ppl know where ur next button is so they don't have to add /page/2 to the end of ur url.
-interact w/ ppl!! ppl are SOOO nice. also join networks or promo things but make sure they're legit. i've never really joined a reblog promo thing but i have friends who will promo me bc i did one of the "if u answer this correct ill promo u" things.
-tag. i gained a lot more followers after i tagged stuff.
and ya, those are just rules for MY blog, but it's like ur blog so do whatever yknow?
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Old 07-23-2014, 02:14 AM
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its not easy it hurts from my experience but anyway even if i had one i'd have nowhere to practice everywhere is a hill around my house
OH im sry i used my brother to hang on to and then after that i let go and i just did it. o that sux abt the hill thing
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