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Old 01-16-2017, 05:14 PM
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high school is literally hell i want to kill myself
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Old 01-16-2017, 07:11 PM
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high school is literally hell i want to kill myself


Ok. Is it bad because of kids or homework, or what?
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Old 01-16-2017, 07:45 PM
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Yeah, I get that. I really do. I'm glad you're okay. I'm glad you would never kill yourself. I promise it'll get better. When I first started going to public school my social anxiety was out of control. I would talk to anyone, the I'd get really self conscious about the fact that everyone was talking to someone and I had no one. Now I've switched schools and made pretty good friend and it's only the middle of the year. I mean, I still get extreme flares of anxiety when a teacher even looks at me. But trivial things, Madie, trivial thing.
i think i might have social anxiety? my parents won't take it seriously or take me to see anyone but i have a cousin who i might be able to talk to since he's in psychology and the like...

that's weird, isn't it? a few weeks ago (maybe more?) i was saying the exact same thing to you. and dude you have no idea how glad i am to hear that. i hope things continue to get better. im very happy for and proud of you stormy. i love you <3
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Old 01-16-2017, 09:22 PM
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Well. I just went through my house looking for razors because I miss placed mine when I moved. You all may look at this and think oh no, she's cutting again, but I'm fucking surprised I've made it this long. All good things must come to an end.

But at least I found my razors

They're dull, but I can make it work

Fuck you society

You did this to me
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Old 01-16-2017, 09:57 PM
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Well. I just went through my house looking for razors because I miss placed mine when I moved. You all may look at this and think oh no, she's cutting again, but I'm fucking surprised I've made it this long. All good things must come to an end.

But at least I found my razors

They're dull, but I can make it work

Fuck you society

You did this to me
hey it's ok i can't imagine how hard it is
i'm so proud that you made it long enough to have lost them. that's an achievement. that's amazing. how long was it?

i know i've told you to stop before. please stop. i know it's hard but just keep doing what you were doing: go long enough that you forget where they are. eventually, you'll stop looking for them. eventually, you won't need them.

society sucks. i'm sorry i can't say anything hopeful but it's true. society sucks. we're all here for you if you need anything.
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Old 01-16-2017, 11:31 PM
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hey it's ok i can't imagine how hard it is
i'm so proud that you made it long enough to have lost them. that's an achievement. that's amazing. how long was it?

i know i've told you to stop before. please stop. i know it's hard but just keep doing what you were doing: go long enough that you forget where they are. eventually, you'll stop looking for them. eventually, you won't need them.

society sucks. i'm sorry i can't say anything hopeful but it's true. society sucks. we're all here for you if you need anything.
It was around two months. Two months.

Let's start the count over again

0 days

Its like a fun little game

Just keep counting,, counting the minutes,, counting the day counting the weeks counting the months

If you cut

You lose

If you lose enough

You die
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Old 01-16-2017, 11:56 PM
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It was around two months. Two months.

Let's start the count over again

0 days

Its like a fun little game

Just keep counting,, counting the minutes,, counting the day counting the weeks counting the months

If you cut

You lose

If you lose enough

You die
two months is a really long time. i'm so proud of you. like actually so proud of you. it's ok to start over. and once it's been long enough, the hope is that you stop counting. it's not a game. it's your life and it's important and unlike in video games we don't get three lives.

that was cheesy and stupid but i want to help you and i don't know how. you can always email me if you want.
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Old 01-17-2017, 12:24 AM
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two months is a really long time. i'm so proud of you. like actually so proud of you. it's ok to start over. and once it's been long enough, the hope is that you stop counting. it's not a game. it's your life and it's important and unlike in video games we don't get three lives.

that was cheesy and stupid but i want to help you and i don't know how. you can always email me if you want.
Life is a game

And we always lose, some just sooner than others

Thanks for the offer, but a worthless person like me doesn't need to waste your time. You shouldn't even respond to this. I'm not worth anyone's time.
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Old 01-17-2017, 01:00 AM
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Ok. Is it bad because of kids or homework, or what?
i'm stupid
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Old 01-17-2017, 01:30 AM
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Thanks! Middle School is so............. LAME
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and High School sounds like.........
pretty much yeah
i mean high school has its ups and downs but it's all the divine kingdom compared to middle school lmao

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Well. I just went through my house looking for razors because I miss placed mine when I moved. You all may look at this and think oh no, she's cutting again, but I'm fucking surprised I've made it this long. All good things must come to an end.

But at least I found my razors

They're dull, but I can make it work

Fuck you society

You did this to me
hey sweetheart i know this is late but i hope you're alright and i'm praying for you ok
i'm sorry there's not much I can do but I really really love u
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