Posted April 14th, 2018 by waverunner
in a March to The Sea
April 14th, 2018
In my head I am constantly fighting,
With the words and voices constantly telling me,
That it's not okay,
No, it's not okay.
But maybe someday,
you will forgive me cause,
I am drowning in guilt with these voices in my head,
I wish I could turn back time cause i'd rather be dead.
My heart has become filled with so much fear and dread,
Can you shut up, mind,
I have already begged.
If only you knew how sorry I was,
Maybe you would talk again, I am crying out because,
We are just friends, I am sorry I ever said,
"I like you," Oh my god, I should have just fled.
I should have kept my mouth shut, You were the only one who talked to me,
And now I am alone, yet I know you're now free,
I will just stay trapped by guilt, even if you can't see.
That I am slowly falling, and there's nobody there to catch me.
I am very sorry.
(Note: This poem Is literally about something I did and about someone I lost because of it. Sorry if the grammar or rhyming pattern is crappy, emotion just kind of overcame me a bit while writing this.)
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