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Posted April 14th, 2018 by waverunner

by Sally
in a March to The Sea

April 14th, 2018


In my head I am constantly fighting,

With the words and voices constantly telling me,

That it's not okay,

No, it's not okay.

But maybe someday,

you will forgive me cause,

I am drowning in guilt with these voices in my head,

I wish I could turn back time cause i'd rather be dead.

My heart has become filled with so much fear and dread,

Can you shut up, mind,

I have already begged.

If only you knew how sorry I was,

Maybe you would talk again, I am crying out because,

We are just friends, I am sorry I ever said,

"I like you," Oh my god, I should have just fled.

I should have kept my mouth shut, You were the only one who talked to me,

And now I am alone, yet I know you're now free,

I will just stay trapped by guilt, even if you can't see. 

That I am slowly falling, and there's nobody there to catch me. 

I am very sorry.




(Note: This poem Is literally about something I did and about someone I lost because of it. Sorry if the grammar or rhyming pattern is crappy, emotion just kind of overcame me a bit while writing this.)






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Wow, great job! Letting your

Wow, great job! Letting your emtions get involed in your work is great....but are you ok?

Posted by Cherith on Sat, 04/14/2018 - 16:50
I am not really okay, But

I am not really okay, But i'll be fine eventually. 

Posted by Sally on Sat, 04/14/2018 - 19:09
Would you like me to pray

Would you like me to pray for you?

Posted by Cherith on Tue, 04/17/2018 - 15:30
Yes, thank you

Yes, thank you

Posted by Sally on Thu, 04/19/2018 - 12:21
My pleasure! Anytime!

My pleasure! Anytime!

Posted by Cherith on Fri, 04/20/2018 - 12:28
this poem is beautiful! hope

this poem is beautiful! hope everything turns out okay :)

Posted by ~ cedar ~ on Sat, 04/14/2018 - 23:23


Posted by Sally on Sun, 04/15/2018 - 07:47

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