Posted June 30th, 2018 by SilverMoon
in timately acquainted with the void
June 30th, 2018
Back in the day, this would get me "arrested" for "clogging".
I'm on the old computer I used to do all my stuff on back in 2012, and it's making me even more nostalgic than usual.
Even now, I don't want to give up on KidPub. But I'd like to apologise, because I haven't been nearly as active as I would like to be. KidPub is as dead as it's ever been, and I haven't been there for it. I haven't even been writing very much, anyway. I'm struggling, and back in the day there'd be others there to fill in the gaps, but I feel like I'm the only one still fighting. Even then, I can't concentrate on anything-- reading you all's work, commenting, writing myself, anything. And you know, that sucks. But even so, I'm never going to be completely gone from this website, and I'm never going to let this website be completely gone.
I even have a silly little dream, in which when I publish and get rich and famous, I also publicize KidPub, and a new generation comes rushing in. And maybe, one day, I'd even take it over.
We're all getting older and busier, aren't we? But I urge you, even if it's hard, especially if it's hard, to continue on. Don't abandon KidPub-- but even if you do, I won't hold it against you. I'm still going to be there, and hopefully someday soon I can be more active.
I'd love it if people would post, comment, and talk more, even if our numbers are small.
Members-- active or inactive, talk to me. Guests-- join up and comment, or visit me through my contact tab. I'll never be completely gone from here. Please tell me if there's something of yours you want me to read, and I'll put it on my reading list and get to it when I get better.
KidPub is more important to me than anyone. I want to prove we aren't smoldering in this small world.
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