The painful truth
Posted May 15th, 2018 by Ninasilverrose
in British Columbia
May 15th, 2018
Listen, i am dead.
I have died. My heart no longer beats.
But yet, i am still alive.
I have no need for food or drink.
I don't understand.
I can't understand.
The sun is irritating.
It gives me headaches.
I can SMELL people.
Hear their thoughts, their heartbeats.
Maybe it's because mine is so silent.
Dogs hate me now
And so do cats.
Any animal, really.
I think they sense the death in me.
I don't know why. I can't imagine why.
I DONT UNDERSTAND.
I might not even be myself when you answer.
I might be replaced by a monster, whom you don't know.
I truly want to stay here.
To be myself.
To believe that it's all a dream. A simple nightmare.
But it's not. And that is the most frightening of all.
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