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Posted June 4th, 2017 by melanberry

by Lila Violet;)
in Wonderland

June 4th, 2017



What's up?

Nothing much.


I'm not really sure.

I mean, there's this-

I don't really know how to say this.

There's this person I think about- a lot.

He’s smart, funny, nice, outgoing, and pretty good-looking.

He's also leaving my life in a few weeks.

He's everything I'm not.

I'm stupid, awkward, mean, shy, and ugly.

I'm not really sure what's happening to my mind.

I figure it's the stupid pop culture that tells me that I gotta find myself a man by age 14 or else I'm not “normal”.

It's probably that, isn't it?

I think that if I had longer conversations than,

“Hey can I borrow a pencil?”


“Thanks. That's a good pencil.”

“Um, thanks…?”

I'd be happier.

I'm not even the one who's asking the questions.

I wish I had the courage to say,

“What's your favorite color?”


“See you around!”

I'm nearly never the one to initiate the conversation.

When I do, it's a miracle he hears me.

I could barely hear myself when I'm talking to him.

It's strange that I want to know more about him like this.

Isn't it?

Isn't it strange?


Oh, did you say something?

Oh, it was nothing.

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