what scares me? (vent)
Posted May 20th, 2023 by ElizieAngelina
in The Deepsea Metro (jk, it's Texas.)
May 20th, 2023
public speaking scares me because i don't want to mess up a line or not speak loud enough and be known the dunce of whatever community i'm near. heck, i even hate the way i sound sometimes.
i hate spiders and roaches. ever since i was six, i've been scared of any arachnids. i get scared whenever i'm near them.
ghosts are not common in my house. the part that scares me is that they're not rare, either.
i hate being alone because i overthink too much. sure, the first 15 minutes of being alone are fine. when it hits 16 minutes is when it really begins concerning me.
but what saddens me is being forgotten.
to think that what all i've done won't be remembered by anyone-heck, someday, the last person that remembers me will forget me or die. and that thought scares me more than anything. all the things i grew up with will be forgotten, too. my friends in elementary and middle school will have better lives, and their memories of me will fade away. i don't want to become famous, but at the same time, i don't want to be forgotten yet it will eventually happen.
i love you all. i just wanted to say that. i was born at the right time to say it.
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Well, I won't forget you until the day I die. And even then, in Heaven, I'll still remember you. I'm like you, only instead of spiders, I'm scared of wasps. And, if you want, I'll dedicate a book to you. That way, no one will forget you. Or you should publish a book. If you do, no one will ever forget you, as long as someone has the book! And don't worry, you won't be forgotten if you have children. Your children, and your children's children and maybe, if you're lucky, your children's children's children will remember you. You will leave your mark on this world, simply through KidPub. If you are forgotten, I promise you that it won't be for a LONG time. Quite a long time after you die. Especially if you keep pictures of yourself! There will always be someone who will remember you, even if they never know you. Even if it's only through geneaology, someone will remember you. You. Will. Not. Be. Forgotten. You have left and will leave your mark on this world. Mark my words, you won't be forgotten for as long as I live.
"You should never argue with a crazy mi-mi-mi-mi-mind," Moving Out (Anthony's Song) by Billy Joel "Reflections in the waves spark my memories, some happy, some sad... I think of childhood friends, and the dreams we had" Come Sail Away by Styx